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Finding Peace Away from YouI'm still here...Finding Peace Away from You by ~Bluegoldstar12345
If anyone's wondering...
Still lying in the void...
Is it really void?
Or am I the hole that devours me whole
Like a snake coiled in time consuming itself in an endless circle
Until?
Until it is void
Void of its essence
The essence that bathes it's pure scales in gossamer rain
Its emotions dried away in silence
If they ever did line its icy coal heart
Or maybe my eyes are too far gone
Like my mind that wastes in drifting time
The silence is so loud in my deafened ears
I almost forget I'm alone
The silence is so clear
So sharp, stabbing
Its screams like hurricanes in angered pain
Have you yet to forget me

Hallow HateI want you deadHallow Hate by ~Bluegoldstar12345
I want you so far gone that even your name is littered in lost emptiness
I want to kill you
Your blood dripping into my black nails
Like hallow hate runs through my boiling ink veins
Your breath cut by my talons' venomous grip
So that I see the lights leave your charcoal eye's heart
I wasn't always like this
No
I was happy
If the word was ever real
If it ever held any true security in its faded ink letters
But then you took it
Like a thief concealed in night's cloak
So sly
So unseen by my white s pupil's eye
Now I want you dead
Gone
The words roll off my tongue with such pure simplicity
I'm not mad
I was ma

The Silver Tree's WoodsDeep far in the silver tree's woodsThe Silver Tree's Woods by ~Bluegoldstar12345
Hidden behind the great willow's arms
Is where I lie to the fairies in bath
Where you will find me clothed in dust
But if you do dare to look
You will find me in time's grasp
Frozen in warm dew's breath
And clothed in fantasy's silk hold
I did love the away the green trees swayed
When I stayed in your strong gentle arms
Through dusk and noon's wake
But in their warmth I grew too attached
To the love you had birthed in my hurt marked arms
The love I had tried to run from
So I fled from my love's heart once again
So I could be free from your protective hold
So I could not hurt your sweet rose

Chalk Black MeBroken bones line my skinChalk Black Me by ~Bluegoldstar12345
They clink to my shallow body
Heavy hallow neck
Drenched in dead blood
I step into the chalk floor
Its blackness covered in white
Letting it soak into me
Fill me up to the brim in white coldness
It chokes me...yet I'm frozen in limbo
Here is where I left her
Where I shed myself away
Like a snake coiled in silver time
She was stronger than this weak body
Its limbs withered and gone away
Its skin like the surface of old skimmed milk
But she...she was strong
I was strong
But I shed it all away
For you
Though she was beautiful in her unwillingness to love
I let her die in this dark abyss
In this whit

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