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Hallow Hate

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I want you dead

I want you so far gone that even your name is littered in lost emptiness

I want to kill you

Your blood dripping into my black nails

Like hallow hate runs through my boiling ink veins

Your breath cut by my talons' venomous grip

So that I see the lights leave your charcoal eye's heart


I wasn't always like this

No

I was happy

If the word was ever real

If it ever held any true security in its faded ink letters

But then you took it

Like a thief concealed in night's cloak

So sly

So unseen by my white s pupil's eye

Now I want you dead

Gone

The words roll off my tongue with such pure simplicity

I'm not mad

I was mad

I let anger fill me up to the brim

Let it choke me in its hot blaze

But not anymore


I let it drain out of me

Like I'll let your blood drain out of your body

So quiet

So slowly

But why should I be mad?

All you did was kill them

But that's okay

Isn't it?

People make stupid mistakes

It happens all the time

Right?

It's kinda funny really

Yet I still want you dead


Maybe I should let you drown

So far below the earth's cold crust that no one will find you

At least then you'll be like me

Lost in a sea of still black

Like solid steal melted in cold


I don't like it

I dislike hate almost as much as I hate you

But hate didn't rob me of happiness

And leave me in a hole of faded letters

Faded love and dreams

Hate never hurt me so

But YOU did

And for that I will bare it within my tainted heart

I will let hate drip red sin into my heart

Because it's too late for me

Isn't it?


Isn't there a judge of that far behind hate's reach?

Can he save me from the me you built?

The me that needs revenge

So solid

And strong

It scares me to feel such hallow hate

So empty

So void of emotion

Yet so filled with hate's hallow hand

But wouldn't it be worse,

So much worse if I killed you,

If I threw your cold body in ice water

And let you win my purity

Then if I let go of hallow hate's hand?

Wouldn't it be worse if I burned in a hell designed for me?

Then to let my hate leave me alone

Leave me to deal with pain

at least hate shields me from a worse poison


But I have to

Don't I?

I can't let you win

I stare out at the black sea

And wonder

Ponder

Should I let go of hate's hallow hand

Before it drags me farther in the sea of faded ink letters

Should I?

Should I.
I wanted to right something about hate and letting go of something painful.

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candygirl101010's avatar
what doesnt kill u makes u stronger and if it does kill u then come back again and rite the rongs dont let this hate for him/her kill u and becides if u didnt have this person here 2 hate u miite feel better 4 a bit then ude feel empty and sad again... yes i no u probs was using paradies but if not here ye r lol