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I want you dead
I want you so far gone that even your name is littered in lost emptiness
I want to kill you
Your blood dripping into my black nails
Like hallow hate runs through my boiling ink veins
Your breath cut by my talons' venomous grip
So that I see the lights leave your charcoal eye's heart
I wasn't always like this
No
I was happy
If the word was ever real
If it ever held any true security in its faded ink letters
But then you took it
Like a thief concealed in night's cloak
So sly
So unseen by my white s pupil's eye
Now I want you dead
Gone
The words roll off my tongue with such pure simplicity
I'm not mad
I was mad
I let anger fill me up to the brim
Let it choke me in its hot blaze
But not anymore
I let it drain out of me
Like I'll let your blood drain out of your body
So quiet
So slowly
But why should I be mad?
All you did was kill them
But that's okay
Isn't it?
People make stupid mistakes
It happens all the time
Right?
It's kinda funny really
Yet I still want you dead
Maybe I should let you drown
So far below the earth's cold crust that no one will find you
At least then you'll be like me
Lost in a sea of still black
Like solid steal melted in cold
I don't like it
I dislike hate almost as much as I hate you
But hate didn't rob me of happiness
And leave me in a hole of faded letters
Faded love and dreams
Hate never hurt me so
But YOU did
And for that I will bare it within my tainted heart
I will let hate drip red sin into my heart
Because it's too late for me
Isn't it?
Isn't there a judge of that far behind hate's reach?
Can he save me from the me you built?
The me that needs revenge
So solid
And strong
It scares me to feel such hallow hate
So empty
So void of emotion
Yet so filled with hate's hallow hand
But wouldn't it be worse,
So much worse if I killed you,
If I threw your cold body in ice water
And let you win my purity
Then if I let go of hallow hate's hand?
Wouldn't it be worse if I burned in a hell designed for me?
Then to let my hate leave me alone
Leave me to deal with pain
at least hate shields me from a worse poison
But I have to
Don't I?
I can't let you win
I stare out at the black sea
And wonder
Ponder
Should I let go of hate's hallow hand
Before it drags me farther in the sea of faded ink letters
Should I?
Should I.
I want you so far gone that even your name is littered in lost emptiness
I want to kill you
Your blood dripping into my black nails
Like hallow hate runs through my boiling ink veins
Your breath cut by my talons' venomous grip
So that I see the lights leave your charcoal eye's heart
I wasn't always like this
No
I was happy
If the word was ever real
If it ever held any true security in its faded ink letters
But then you took it
Like a thief concealed in night's cloak
So sly
So unseen by my white s pupil's eye
Now I want you dead
Gone
The words roll off my tongue with such pure simplicity
I'm not mad
I was mad
I let anger fill me up to the brim
Let it choke me in its hot blaze
But not anymore
I let it drain out of me
Like I'll let your blood drain out of your body
So quiet
So slowly
But why should I be mad?
All you did was kill them
But that's okay
Isn't it?
People make stupid mistakes
It happens all the time
Right?
It's kinda funny really
Yet I still want you dead
Maybe I should let you drown
So far below the earth's cold crust that no one will find you
At least then you'll be like me
Lost in a sea of still black
Like solid steal melted in cold
I don't like it
I dislike hate almost as much as I hate you
But hate didn't rob me of happiness
And leave me in a hole of faded letters
Faded love and dreams
Hate never hurt me so
But YOU did
And for that I will bare it within my tainted heart
I will let hate drip red sin into my heart
Because it's too late for me
Isn't it?
Isn't there a judge of that far behind hate's reach?
Can he save me from the me you built?
The me that needs revenge
So solid
And strong
It scares me to feel such hallow hate
So empty
So void of emotion
Yet so filled with hate's hallow hand
But wouldn't it be worse,
So much worse if I killed you,
If I threw your cold body in ice water
And let you win my purity
Then if I let go of hallow hate's hand?
Wouldn't it be worse if I burned in a hell designed for me?
Then to let my hate leave me alone
Leave me to deal with pain
at least hate shields me from a worse poison
But I have to
Don't I?
I can't let you win
I stare out at the black sea
And wonder
Ponder
Should I let go of hate's hallow hand
Before it drags me farther in the sea of faded ink letters
Should I?
Should I.
I wanted to right something about hate and letting go of something painful.
You must be authorized by me to use this poem or any part of it
for anything
You must be authorized by me to use this poem or any part of it
for anything
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what doesnt kill u makes u stronger and if it does kill u then come back again and rite the rongs dont let this hate for him/her kill u and becides if u didnt have this person here 2 hate u miite feel better 4 a bit then ude feel empty and sad again... yes i no u probs was using paradies but if not here ye r lol